fall around me now, just like stars that shine and brighten the way...

2005-12-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

i fucking hate blogger!
EVERYONE GO TO here

or just click the livejournal link.

i suck!

2005-12-13T18:40:00.000+08:00

booom boo o oo oo ooooo oo om bash

2005-12-13T18:22:00.000+08:00

so easily you fashion the words crime as her dress slips down around her ankles..

2005-12-10T13:13:00.000+08:00

whatwhatwhatwhat-ever

2005-12-03T13:10:00.000+08:00

i fell in love with iron maiden...again.
fuckkk

2005-12-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

the year is coming to an end. its the first of december! wohoo, and i can't wait to the new year's party. i KNOW it'll be way better than last year's. haha! anyways.. i've decided to, make a list f everyone i wanna thank, due to boredom and the ability to stay awake till my eyes drop.
in no particular order(except melanie):

melanie fe' goh-the biggest part of my life, baby i'm nothing without you!nothing at all. thank you for always being there for me, for all the love, and all the special times. they will forever be cherished in my heart and in my mind. darling, i'm looking forward to our forever together. =) i love you more than anything else in the entire universeeee! i would never imagine myself without you by my side and without you holding my hand every step of the way.

sean lee jun le-thank you for the motherfucking fun times, nothing would be the same without you, really. thanks for teaching me how to play dota, on that bright sunny sunday morning 7823457195 years ago. study hard you bastard. thank god you're retaining with me. HAHA! looking forward to tuition with you bro.

farid tang xiang de-thank you for always being there for me, for someone i could always confide in. i'll always be here for you my green mother tshirt wearing brother. for the butterflies too! haha!

kegan vennard-thank you for always opening up your house for me, 24/7. no matter the time and all. too bad you have probation cos we could've been doing some fucked up shit. hahaha. thank you for always being there for me.

ashwin ashely menon-thank you for always opening up your house for me too. haha! even though gopi doesnt let me in sometimes.. i'm glad you're retaining with me too, cos like would be shit without you guys. i'm truely thankful for your company all those weird winning eleven nights, and the times i bluffed your mother my phone had no receptipn so we could go out haha!

nicholas leong si yong-thank you for all the motherfucking times you killed me in dota with yunero or whatever. i will never forget all the times we almost went church but ended up playing dota. thank you for lending me your wc disc too, with didnt really work. haha!

mubarak shah jehan haha!-you gay guy. haha! i will never forget the crystal maiden bastard. hahahaha! thanks for being a friend really. thanks for the help and the help and the help.

tan lii auji-for the soccer fun and for being one of the bestest guy/girl friend ever!

damian steeeeeeeven-tattoo buddy, maths buddy, phhhhyyyyyyyyyyysics buddy, skateboarding buddy, and nonsensical buddy. i will never forget all the times we laughed like mad dogs and jumped the highest off the tables whenever we're pilling someone.

francis koh ren jie-for pretending we were cousins in sec 1, and for all the times we laughed about stupid things during soccer, and for the time you made me hit my head so hard against the wall.

daryl and rory-best band mates ever. thank ya'll for the support when i retained, you 2 are the best. haha! and for the nights at beer garden, talking all that shit. haha!

ashvin pullat-the guy who can drink beer and smoke like there's no tmr. thank you for the times you helped me, whether i know it or not. you;ll always be my gay friend.

amanda whatever-haha! thank you for all your help buddy. really. hahahaha!

lionel weeeeeeeeee-thanks for being the small bastard. i will never look at the dwarven sniper the same way ever again. one of my longest friends, i will never forget the swimming lessons last time. haha! and the gold mines in primary 6.

ryan lopez you gay-ryan you are really an ass. thanks for the times in school you gave me the wrong information. i hope you stay happy with trina. thanks for being a good goofy friend.

I KNOW THERE ARE MORE I JUST CAN'T REMEMBER. HAHA!
speaking of a party...i need to get drunk.

2005-11-29T18:45:00.000+08:00

i remember your face imprinted on angels
your voice as beautiful as the sound of waves
crashing against my heart
time stands still when you look at me

2005-11-19T15:45:00.000+08:00

shit man, i'm such a dumbasss

2005-11-18T15:34:00.000+08:00

dammm i need more tattoo/tattoossss.
the urgeeee. the urgeeeeeeeeeeeee the urgeee...

2005-11-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

"what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore"
i'd chime in with a,
"haven't you people ever heard of closing the goddamned door?"
"no, its much better to face these kind of things with a sense of poise and rationality"

2005-11-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

waiting for my baby to call..

2005-11-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

i miss my girlfrienddddd...

2005-11-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

was it the girl who made him forget all he's known,
everytime he looked into her eyes.
it was you who made me forget all that i had known, everytime i look into your eyes.

2005-11-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

hello ladies and gentlemen i'm glad you've graced me with your presence.

2005-10-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

i could be killed for using the com. but i have to. melanie, i love you! and im really really sorry dear. i would do anything to make it all up to you.

2005-10-26T01:22:00.000+08:00

i just wanna thank melanie baby, for that excellent time today, and all those who wished me. heehe

2005-10-24T13:00:00.000+08:00

i'm all alone at home

2005-10-23T13:42:00.000+08:00

there's nothing left to say,
to excuse the way i've behaved.
i feel him gripping like a stain,
to this fabric torn in every seam.
thrown away..

2005-10-22T10:43:00.000+08:00

happy anniversary baby!

i'd never dare imagine life without you.

i love you.

2005-10-20T17:00:00.000+08:00

you said so much, without even parting your lips

2005-10-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

we'll fight to keep your glory clean and never shall we fail!

2005-10-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

i feel like shit

2005-10-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

you were always my enemy,
you suck the life out of me.
your words are deadly weapons,
killing me, destroying me.
your words are deadly weapons,
scatter my brains across the wall.

2005-10-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

hiding in the shadows,
i'll be waiting in the dark,
to drive this blade straight through your heart.
i'll drag your body to the car,
as blood races down my arm.
i think everyone will wonder where you are,
tonight.
i'll hide you in my walls,
your body will never be found.
i'll wear your skin as a suit.
pretend to be you,
your friends will like you more than they used to.

you buy it sexy!

2005-10-17T01:08:00.000+08:00

will you be my valentine, and turn my world around?

2005-10-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

no matter what.

2005-10-13T19:25:00.000+08:00

and i know, i'm gonna miss the changing of the leaves this year

2005-10-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

baby, there's nothing in this world that could ever do, what the touch of yoour hand can do. its like nothing that i ever knew.

2005-10-11T11:27:00.000+08:00

exams finish tmr!
and i can't wait to see my baby.
hehe

2005-10-10T19:19:00.000+08:00

you are the fire in my apartment floor. sixteen stories, i'd rather burn then fall.

2005-10-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

this exam period turns out not to be bad at all. spent my day with melanie today. too bad she had to leave awww.. uhhhuh, it was quite an unfortunate day, but i'd have it no other way darling.

i love you

2005-10-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

spending my time with melanie is so damm fucking fun, be it studying or anything else. i love you baby!

2005-10-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

today, was madly spent with leong. we tried studying, but to no avail. exams are near everyone! incase you dont know la, but i know everyone knows anyways.. haha. damm.
gonna be burning the midnight oil tonight, chinese tmr. but who the fuck gives a fuck about chinese? hhahaahah i sure don't. geography and physics on tuesday! mad combination. i hate exams.

but i do love melanie. heheehe. and right now, i'm just missing her so super much. my bro pasted all those round want want senbei stickers on my room shelf. i hate it so much! so fucking colourful and sorta kampong old-skool style. hahahaaha. although i can't gather the effort to tear them off cos i'm feeling so damm fucking lazzzzzy.ok,studying time ladies and gentlemen.

good luck

2005-10-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

stay strong,
don't give up,
don't give in.

2005-10-01T20:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday was.. enchantingly spend with melanie baby. =)
melanie came over at arnd 4.30, well i tried to study. haahaha. i did la actually, i did a few pages of geography. hehe. err so we hung out till 11? yeah she was playing pick up sticks and that card game with my brother. pick up sticks are girl. hhahaha. i wonder why st. stephens gives pick up sticks as the children's day present. its bad enough that st.stephens bans parents from picking up their children, but now they want their pupils to end up fags. so yeah anyways, i love that girl and i love that girl and i love that girl and i love that girl! hahaha. & i love that girl!

okay, so anyways, my dad dropped us at starbucks at arnd 11.15. i sent that sexygirl home first and walked that fucked up park connecter. then i ended up at menon's house doing what we do best till 2.30. and i mean playing winning eleven. haha! oooh and fucking half-life fucking kicks ass man i swear. hahahaah. cannot stand it, me and menon we trying to pass one part of the game for 35 mins and we still didnt do it. waaha. but that game's still hardcore man.

ohilovethatgirllovelovelovethatgirllovethatgirllovelovelovelovelovelovethatgirl!

2005-10-01T18:52:00.000+08:00

i need you here tonight like the ocean needs the waves

2005-09-29T20:26:00.000+08:00

you're the peace i find tonight,
and everyday alike.
my star that shines so bright.
you're the strength that holds me tight.
you're my might.

2005-09-26T15:26:00.001+08:00

i love you with all i am darling

2005-09-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

a gunshot to the head of trepidation, i promise, if you ever lay a finger

2005-09-25T20:44:00.001+08:00

bloody piece of shit brother got my com confiscated.

2005-09-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

bloody piece of shit brother got my com confiscated.

2005-09-25T02:34:00.000+08:00

its so hard to do anything else,
what happened?

2005-09-24T03:22:00.000+08:00

happy anniversary baby.
i love you!

2005-09-20T19:23:00.000+08:00

melanie is coming over tmr! big smile everybody. at least i can see her. hehe =D i miss you loads darling. ilove her!

why is my internet so fucking slow. must be the robots or smth.

2005-09-19T19:15:00.000+08:00

here we are today, you look so beautiful,
i wonder what you dream of.
so graceful in what you say, its all i need,
to hear your voice everyday.
i wish never to wake up from this dream i'm in right now.
here i am watching clouds from your bedroom window, as we lay here.
as i wake up today,
still smell you in the air.
wish dreams could be so great.

i loveeeee you melanie!

2005-09-18T19:33:00.000+08:00

taxi drivers are cool. i've gathered lotsa information from taxi drivers to be able to come to a conclusion about them.

specimen number: one.
type:mat

yesterday, i entered a cab, not expecting a downstairs-your-house-mat taxi driver. it was one of the most shocking things of my life!
me:"friend, temasek sec"
mat:"temasek what?!"
me:=\"(mat driver!)"
me:"uhh bedok road there"
mat"you direct me can not, if not get out of my cab"
me:"yeah la can one"
mat:"you sure ah, anything wrong you pay"
me:"ok"
*right about bedok south, i got out of the cab cos i realised i went the wrong way to my convenience*
me:"oh can stop here"
mat:"here?!!@$!@#!%!%#@!@#$@"
me:"ya"
mat:"ok"

i did a double check one specimen number one, the mat driver. no wedding ring! ahaaha. rude bastard.

specimen number: two.
type:crazy reverser.

me:"uncle dunbar(?) walk"
crazy reverser:"okay no problem"
*he makes this weird ass turn and ends up about six houses after kegans' and since the street is one way, he reverses all the way back, fucking fast.
me:"uncle safe not you reverse?"
crazy reverser:"hahaaha sure no problem i always do this one"
me:"ok"

check on specimen number two, no wedding ring.

specimen number: three.
type:long haired cool guy.

long haired cool guy:"hello brother"
me:"oh hello boss"
me:"blk 736 bedok....."
long haired cool guy:"no problemo"
*this guy has guns n roses blasting on his cab radio.

quick look at specimen number three's left hand, wedding ring spotted!

specimen number: four
type:chee ko pek still recovering from army days guy

farid:"uncle army got check tattoo not ah?"
chee ko pek still recovering from army days guy:"haha err ya they put all of you together in same place"
*some talk goes on and on.
farid:"uncle you got drop your soap in army before not?"
chee ko pek still recovering from army days guy:"haha! i drop soap must bend down carefully and take one. last time got this two indian in my bunk, i dono they so horny one. people bend down and pick up soap they put their dick into people backside one eeeyergh"
farid,sean and me:"hahahahahahahahaha"

check on the all important finger: no wedding ring spotted!

specimen number: four
type:really chee ko pek old basterd guy

really chee ko pek old basterd guy:"wah uncle got wife ah still play play around. use this one the best*takes out one bottle of x.o. from his glove compartment*"
thomas:"uncle you got use viagra not?"
really chee ko pek old basterd guy:"nola! this one better(x.o.) can make you stand very long one no side effects."
me, brandon, thomas:"hahahahahahaahahah"

wedding finger check, NON! what a really chee ko pek old basterd guy or liar.

specimen number:five
type:ex-policemen michael jackson, mariah carey lover, best driver in the world f4 hater(or is it f5?)

ex-policemen michael jackson, mariah carey lover, best driver in the world f4 hater(or is it f5?):"wah last time i picked up this four girls, they asked me to follow a bus. this bus inside got that what band ah from taiwan or what f4. as i drove alongside the bus ah the girls screaming like mad 'we love you! rahhh rahh uhh ah wahhh' you tell me crazy or not? somemore the guy so weird looking"
me:"hahah yah uncle this one really mad one"
ex-policemen michael jackson, mariah carey lover, best driver in the world f4 hater(or is it f5?):"yah last time also i guard one michael jackson concert. when i watch him dance ah, wah! the hair on my hands all stand. thats to show how good he is so good ah?"
me:"uhh legend ah?"
ex-policemen michael jackson, mariah carey lover, best driver in the world f4 hater(or is it f5?):"yah offff coursssssssssssssssssssssse! he is the best!"
me:"yeah man uncle"
ex-policemen michael jackson, mariah carey lover, best driver in the world f4 hater(or is it f5?):"last time i also guard mariah carey concert, she beautiful man so beautiful"
me:"haha okay uncle can stop here"
ex-policemen michael jackson, mariah carey lover, best driver in the world f4 hater(or is it f5?):"hahaha okay brother take care ah"
me:"yes, you take care too boss"

wedding ring check: wedding ring spotted

this goes to show the real weirdness of some cab drivers. they're cool though.
my grandfather's a cab driver. i hope i didnt bore you all, but i made myself bored too, so you should be. sorry!

i love melanie!

2005-09-18T19:04:00.000+08:00

even if the sun refused to shine.
even if romance ran out of rhyme.
you would still have my heart,
untill the end of time.
=PP

2005-09-17T10:47:00.000+08:00

if only i had had the strength,
you'll be completely accepting something else.
if you keep asking me, i'll melt away in the summer air,
it won't hurt half as much, and i beg for you to please stop it now.
if you keep asking me i'll melt away in the summer air,
it won't hurt half as much and i'll beg for you to please tell me something right now.

2005-09-16T19:41:00.000+08:00

kegan & dinie are here at my house.
sigh, i wish melanie was here. i really do.
darling, i know things haven't been all great between us, but i want you to know, its gonna get better. a lot better. darling, i cherish you so much. believe me when i say i'll stop being the ass that i always am. hehe. but i do plan on doing that. i'm so sorry for these past few days dear. but hey, there's no doubt in my mind, that we can't get through any obstacle that comes our way, cos we're the special two. =PP
& i love you baby.
so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much!

2005-09-16T15:43:00.000+08:00

if you need me, let me know, i'm here for you

2005-09-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

melanie gave me a special piece of paper today. i love it & her!

2005-09-14T20:33:00.000+08:00

she's mine!

2005-09-14T16:32:00.000+08:00

some days just fall down on you
you try and try and try
to work it out and then
and then it's gone again
i'd never blame this on you
these words are falling out
they're at your feet and cryin' and,
and darling so am I
i'd never blame this on you
so tell me, why are we fighting?
oh, tell me, why are we fighting?
tell me, why are we fighting all over again?
meet me in the middle, meet me in the middle
meet me in the middle this one time
i thought we'd just always last
true love can never die
but when you fight and fight and fight, well,
well, there goes half your life,
and there are no good byes.

2005-09-13T19:53:00.000+08:00

i can't take this punishes, dress and we'll begin.
nights can be so violent when beds become vacant.

2005-09-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

if you're measuring with time,
in seconds or in lifetimes.
there's no difference,
it's constantly just passing by.
but there's nothing at all.
not valium or slow songs,
to relax my view.
just you, maybe your new perfume.

2005-09-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

the girl that sings in autumns monologue is melanie wills, and she's in this band called one true thing. everyone go check them out. they're cool, plus, the lead vocals has the same name as my girlfriend! for that i like them even more!

2005-09-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

sinda is for gays damian.

2005-09-06T13:40:00.000+08:00

i miss you

2005-09-04T04:08:00.000+08:00

my stomach is now grumbling like fuck. i just played wow at kegan;s house for about.. two and a half hours. so fun. heehee. this particular weekend is taking so long to pass. haha. i know why la, cos i miss melanie like a hell lots. super lots! darling, i love you.

goodnight everyone.

2005-09-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

hello everybody.
i like playing world of warcraft. so damm fuckinggg fun man i tell you! woo. i can't wait till september 11 till my sis buys the game for me. right jie right right right?! heehe. so fun. after school, went to kegan's house before we had oral english exam. it was okay la. hahaha. i was fucking nervous and my voice kept fucking up cause of my flu. but its okay. after that i went back to kegan's house again to take my bag and socks back and after that, i met melanie, and unfortunatly, for a short while only. met her at parkway to send her home. haha! but its okay darling, i'd do it again any day. haha. mmm. then went BACK to parkway to meet sean and nicholas sim cause they just finished their fucked up anti-smoking seminar shit thing. hahaha. hmmmmmmmmmmm. oh ya. after that me and simmy went BACK to kegan's house again. waahah. to play WoW. hhhahaha. annnd then here i am, at home AGAIN. hahaha. ate pasta dono what with bacon at kegan's house. mmm. bacon, my second love. but i still love melanie:bacon : 1000:1

term's over. term 3 is over! so fast. haha. just another 5 weeks (i hope) to final year exams. gotta do well man. phew. i have to do well. HAVE TO!
take heed, dear heart, once apart
she can't touch me nor you
dressed as one,
a wolf will betray a lamb

may out hearts burn on.
i love you plenty melanie, you're always on my mind.
even when i'm sleeping i'm sure.
if not then,
how do i dream of you?

2005-09-01T19:58:00.000+08:00

ilovemelanie

goodbye

2005-08-31T19:57:00.000+08:00

i feel terrible.
i feel so useless.
baby, please dont cry.

darling,my shoulder will always be here for you to cry on
my hands will always be here for you to hold
my feet will always be here walking every step with you
my heart will always be here for you to keep

cos i love you.

2005-08-30T18:28:00.000+08:00

i wish melanie was here.

2005-08-28T18:11:00.000+08:00

all i want to do, is to hear your voice everyday
i'm so madly deeply in love with you melanie

2005-08-28T12:23:00.000+08:00

i'm a lazy boy. i like to eat cheezels and play my guitar. i enjoy sleeping, eating and skateboarding. i dislike putting my hands into an electric grinder filled with two million sharks being eaten by four million tyranosaurus rexes.but i DO like spending my time with melanie and putting my hands into an electric grinder filled with two million sharks being eaten by four million tyranosaurus rexes.

the robot thing

2005-08-26T13:45:00.000+08:00

the robot thing. hahaaha.
i mean, this will make me look stupid/dumb/stupid/weird. but i don't care, im bored. so anyways. couldn't the whole world just be robots? i mean like, i AM a human being. what if you're all robots?! maybe some of US are humans, but maybe YOU reading this could be some robot programmed by aliens to destroy all mankind? does anyone ever think of this kinda things? im weird. this is, besides of melanie, what i think of in class.. thats how boring things get. anyhow, today's a friday, and i'm home already! its 1.45 pm. wayyy to early for a myles to be home. i thought today would be fun and shit, but it turns out, some teachers really know how to spoil things. something random: i love cheezels man. they taste so damm fucking awesome. they taste like cheese, but WITHOUT the cheese. haha. its cool, its cool. its way too cool.

melanie,
you are the brightest little firefly in my jar.
not like there are others anyways.
& i love you!

2005-08-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

are you a robot?
if ANYONE here is a robot, please i beg of you, tag and let me know k?

2005-08-23T15:52:00.000+08:00

dearest melanie, i love you!
crazy about you baby.

2005-08-22T17:08:00.000+08:00

i love my girlfriend!
today's the 22nd. heehee. i dunno what to say, but i wanna say i love her i love her i love her! i love you melanie!

sleep

2005-08-20T20:11:00.000+08:00

sleep sleep sleep.
melanie i miss you!

2005-08-20T10:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday was great!
me and melanie originally intended to go to the hyper ass huge playground in pasir ris park, but in the end. we couldn't find it. hahaha. so we spent our time walking from some place to downtown east. along the way, we talked about weird stuff, and took lots of pictures of random stuff. and of ourselves la of course. and and and. when we reached downtown east, we we went to.. the pasir ris beach. yeah, the so called beach la. the clouds are nice. hahaa. we then explored the whole of downtown east, like the shops and all. and melanie, bought for me this bookmark so that i'll think of her when i read. but darling, i think of you all the time! heehe. after that, we took 12 back to melanies house. hahha. we played playground for awhile, and then i went back home.
k so thats all.
i love melanie to bits!

2005-08-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! I'm blogging from my brother's phone, cos my parents don't allow me to use the computer. Haha! I just have to blog, cos you see, today, melanie and i, got back together! I've been waiting for this for so long.. hee hee. Yeah, we had soccer today. We lost to victoria 3-1. Man, i suck. Hahaha. I love melanie goh! My darling!

2005-08-16T18:26:00.000+08:00

things haven't been going smoothly, but fuck it, everything just fades, cause i've got you.

2005-08-16T17:07:00.000+08:00

plug in baby.

2005-08-15T17:23:00.000+08:00

hello ladies and gentlemen.
things have been, just great. great, but then at the same time, things suck. things suck cause of mr. lak pati singh. good thing he's leaving school this year. things are great, cause things are great! good things. hee hee. haa haa. hoo hoo. well. im off ladies!

i love you melanie!

2005-08-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

shed a tear, cause i'm missing you.
i'm still alright to smile.
girl, i think about you everyday now.
was a time when i wasn't sure.
but you set my mind at ease.
there's no doubt you're in my heart now.
said woman take it slow.
it'll work itself out just fine.
all we need is a little patience.
said sugar, take it slow.
and we'll come together just fine.
all we need is a little patience.
sit here on the stairs, cause i'd rather be alone.
if i can't have you right now, i'll wait dear.
sometimes, i get so tense.
but i can't speed up time.
but you know love, there's one more thing to consider.
said woman, take it slow.
things will be just fine.
you and i'll just use a little patience.
said sugar take the time.
you and i've got what it takes to make it.
we won't make it, oh we won't break it.
cause i can't take it.

damm man.
a ride home in 14, armed with copeland can really kill you.
i need you, like the dragonflies need the wind.
like orphans need home once again.
i need you here like you've always been.

i know we can work it out my darling.
i want to be with you, cause i love you.

2005-08-10T19:12:00.000+08:00

i just saw the eraser you gave me.
be mine. <3

2005-08-09T15:07:00.000+08:00

holy macaroni.
everything just fucking sucks right now. fucking fucking fucking sucks. i have so many things on my mind. but err. i don't know how to convey the message to you. i hate being repetive. i guess thats why. i hate the way i feel inside. things now are confusing. i want to be with you. and i know you wanna be with me too. lets just work things out. i know it's harder said then done, but i promise you, i'll be what you want. i'll open up more to you. i'll love you like no other. just please don't stray away. maybe you've made your decision, i don't know. if it makes me happy, and you want me to, i will, let you go. what happend shall not be forgotten. i'm sure it was something, right? it was more then something, and if you shall take me from my knees, this i promise you, everything will change, for the better that is. i'm willing to put my 110% into us again my love. and you know i really do love you.

sorry for this. i know its kinda late. i love you baby, you're everything i ever wanted, and i can't think of anything else right now, cause nothing else hits me as much as you leaving me. i need you to be the hope of hearts that lost true love.

i love the way you hug me,

i love the way you embrace me.

i love the way you kiss me,

i love the way you toch me.

i love the way you hold me,

i love the way you feel me.

i love the way you look at me,

i love the way you smile at me.

i love the way you make me,

i love the way you mould me.

i love the way you breathe me in,

i love the way you see through me.

i love the way you laugh, i love the way you smile.

i love the way you talk,

i love the way you communicate.

i love the way you walk,

i love the way you run.

i love the way you soothe me,

i love the way you know me.

i love the way you're beautiful,

i love the way you're pretty.

i love the way you do your hair,

i love the way you do your dares.

i love the way you comfort me,

i love the way you knew me.

i love the way you were always there,

i love the way you are comforting.

i love the way the sky's the limit,

as where the stars don't shine as bright,

i know you'll be there...

2005-08-06T14:16:00.000+08:00

mmm... things are fine now.
they're kinda good. except for the things in the house.
i'm beginning to study a lot more now. hoho.

say and beg i say to you.
leave me alone, but don't take my darling too.

2005-08-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

i hate this. i hate the way we are.
i need to know, i need to see,
what went wrong.
i'll show you, how much you mean to me.
but if only you would too.
i love you, but
did you see the tears that fell last night?

2005-08-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

Come back
Please don't leave me now
I'll be all that you need in life
Because I can't live without you and
I know all that you need
I can give you everything
When you're so far you'll forget about me

2005-08-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

i cherish you

2005-08-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

i've been trying to reach you, but your extention cord wouldn't reach that far.
i've been patiently waiting.

2005-08-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

there's nothing wrong, but everything's just fucked right now. i feel so.. bleah. i don't know why. i wish i could escape. i feel like i'm stressed. but stressed from what?

then again, i have perfectly good and caring friends. and i have a sick girlfriend. get well soon yeah darling. i really miss you a lot. take care of yourself dear. i wish you could measure how deep my love for you is. then you could see, why sometimes i am really such a dick.

i am such a dick.
hahahahaha.

2005-08-01T19:16:00.000+08:00

whats on my dear?

2005-08-01T17:52:00.000+08:00

hmm. today was a day of accomplishemnts.
haha.
well. completed ipw today. like everything. the presentation, the vcd. everything!
hahaha. okay. then, after school, went to macs to meet melanie and the rest. at least i got to meet her. hahaha.

okay. next up, went jamming to complete our song for the patrician idol tomorrow. hahaha. it was nothing short of awesome man. the screams and shit. wow. hahahaha. i just hope we can get in and don't fuck up tomorrow.. but the fucking uncle at the studio was damm fucking unreasonable. haahaha. stupid old man.

i need to find a guitar. anybody pleaaseeeeeee. hahahaha. i need it for tomorrow. my guitar has been droped uncountable times and i don't know if it still funtions. hahaha. okay. i need a distortion pedal too! argh. hahahaha. yes yes i need one. all for tmr, and for future use as well. ahaha. damm man.

okay so now i'm home. and i'm missing melanie like hell. i have tuition later at 7.30. i hate it. hahahaha. i skipped last week, so i haven't done 2 weeks of math homework. haaha. i hope my tutor won't be angry.

goodbye.
i love melanie!

2005-07-30T14:15:00.000+08:00

rain rain, go away. maybe not. haha.
there's nothing like a hot cup of instant noodles, and green tea, followed by a pack of pretz and cravio double twists ice cream, on a day like this. the only thing left missing from this equation is the warm embrace of my darling melanie.

so wasted.
ohwell. i'll make the best of my time.

2005-07-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

today was, insane.
ohwell.

anyways, i've throughly run through the stuff under my bed, and i realised that there's nothing there but memories. so cool huh. its so weird to see a photo of myself when i was younger cos i wonder what we talked about and what i did w1hen i was young.

thats why my friends, primary school sucked.
or nursery.
or k2
or k1
or whatever.

its so weirdddddddd.
hahahahaha. i laugh to myself and shit whenever i come across something it really makes me think that i'm crazy. i've been in a long line of thoughts and i wanna know real bad what i do during my sleep. ahaha. do i just lie flat? do i talk to myself? do i go out? but everytime i wake up its the same thing lying down on my bed. haha!

anyhow, i've realised life without my iBook sucks real bad. i have to use my sis' or my moms' laptop. hahaha. the joy of having a mac eh.. aha.

oh well. i think i'm becoming crazier and crazier.

my life's been kinda great and all. esp with melanie arnd me. heh. it just feels so good just to be around her. i miss her dearly now. haha. i love you darrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrling! so so so much.
oh goodygoodygoody.

i think this blog's been overused. i mean its like. no matter what i still will use it somehow everyday. hahahaha! i'm a freakazoid. i'm such a geekish dorkish nerd. hahahaha!
i feel so young.

okay. thats all folks.
till next time (tomorrow)
-myles

2005-07-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

hmm...
had a normal day today.
me and farid chao-ed to go roxy and shit.
hahaha.
okay.
then after school met melanie and the rest at pp.
and then went for soccer
and then met melanie during soccer.
ahaa.
we thrashed the old boys 6-1.
so cool.
yup.
then we went 7-11 and i walked her home.
with barak and auji, but they were far far infront.
when i got home, i started looking for a motherfucking pick.
why's it so hard to find 1 pick?!
hahaha.
i still havent fount it, but...
i've recovered super old memories.
haha.
like pictures of me when i was a baby and shit.
and the toys.
and the other things la.
and......
all my handphone's boxes.
hahaha. all the lost ones that is.
bloody hell.
i didnt know i lost so many phones.
hahaha.
oh well.

dearest melanie,
i love you till the tip of my toes. & much much more.
love, your retarded boyfriend, myles.

2005-07-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

damm.
i could've sworn a tear rolled down my cheek.
im so sorry.

2005-07-27T18:12:00.000+08:00

today.

was good.

hahhahaha.

went to melanie's house after school with sean and amanda and we all attempted to watch err.

message in a bottle.

hahahahaha.

the movie's kinda boring.

more girl.

but i don't mind watching anything with MY melanie!

hahahahaha.

but overall i just love spending time with her, but not as much as i love her!

love her lots.

haha.

she electrocuted me with her hands after holding her strawberry yogurt/ice cream.

hahahaha!

shock of my life i tell you.

i was lying down and then suddenly i felt someone pull up my shirt.

then, zzzzzzzzzzzttttt!

hahahahaha!

but it was cool, i still love her anyways,

hahaha.

i do!

okay then.........

i went home.

i miss melanie.

k bye.

2005-07-26T18:27:00.000+08:00

Baby sneazes
Mommy pleases
Daddy breezes in.
So good on paper
So romantic
So bewildering
I know nothing stays the same
But if you're willing to play the game
It's coming around again.
So don't mind if I fall apart
There's more room in a broken heart (broken heart)
Pay the grocer
Fix the toaster
Kiss the host goodbye.
Then you break a window
Burn the soufflae
Scream the lullaby
I know nothing stays the same
But if you're willing to play the game
It's coming around again.
So don't mind if I fall apart
There's more room in a broken heart
I believe in love, But what else can I do, I'm so in love with you.
I know nothing stays the same
But if you're willing to play the game
It's coming around again, coming around again, coming around again...
I know nothing stays the same
But if you're willing to play the game
It's coming around again
I do believe, and I do believe in love.
I know nothing stays the same
But if you're willing to play the game
It's coming around again.
i believe in love

2005-07-25T16:41:00.000+08:00

today's a bad day. a very very very bad day.
other than that,
at least i got to see melanie!
thats a good thing, for sure. =)
i sure hope tmrw's gonna be a lot better. a lot lot lot better.
i thank god for constricting lak's brain for that 30 secs.
heh.
i'm still thinking about the mysteeeeeeeeeeeery!
heahoeaheaohoahoeohaohoeohaohoaheaohoahoaohaeohoaoheoahoaeohaohoah!

2005-07-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

first person who tags hello on my board wins a prize!

2005-07-24T15:36:00.000+08:00

http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1122184704fsh

2005-07-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

i want to be where the skies are dark and the stars shine bright,
spending my time with you.
hearing the ocean waves crashing against the sand.
holding you close to me, feeling your warm embrace.
loving so much, forgetting the world.
just feeling so comfortable with you.
breathing on your skin.
feeling loved so deep.
i just want to feel this way forever.
she is my everything.
all i could want is another day in paradise, with you...
happy 3rd baby, many more to come.
=D

loving you tonnes, 22/04/05

2005-07-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

I want my bubblebath.

I want some of that.

Now?

-Melanie
LovingMyles <3

i need you, like the dragonfly's wings need the wind.

2005-07-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

today, was a good day! =)
met quite a number of people.
like first, went to school.
mr sunny ho's not coming for the 2 weeks starting from monday!
i hope he doesn't make some surprise comeback or smth.
hahaha.
today, conrad got punched in the face bad man.
baddddddd.
hahahahahahaha.
serves him right somehow.
the day started out bad but ended superbly. haha!
so after school, i hung out with them for awhile, then took cab home with stefen.
hahaha.
arnd 4.30 i left home for parkway to meet amy, annurshah, menon and auji.
it was like couple outing and i was the extra bastard guy.
hahahaha. but it was ok.
after that i went to meet kegan and dinie at parkway also.
hahaha.
we were talking about the woman juice.
hahahaha!
okay...
next up, i met darling melanie!
by chance at parkway la.
so good that i got to meet her cause i missed her, and now i miss her again!
hahahaha.
so i sent her home right, but then, we walked up to her house, on the 21st floor.
up the staircase ahhh.
hahahahahahahahaha!
so damm bloody tiring!
i almost died.
hahaha.
maybe not.
then then then then then.
after i sent her, i met with kegan and dinie and barak again at kegan's house, but i left soon after cause they had tuition.
maybe gonna jion their tuition cause my physics and chemistry sucks shit big time.
its like. they sleep, talk and play in class but always get so high for exams!
hahahahaha.
so thats why.
and after that, i went to pick my sis up in a cab at daniel's place and then, here i am.
at homeeeeeeee.
hahaha.
basically, it was a good day cause i met melanie!
hahaha.
and i chased her up from the 17 th floor to the 20th floor so i can meet her tmr!
hahahaha!
it was worth it, all the perspiration.
hahaha!
i love her!
so so so so so much!
hahahaha!

2005-07-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

things so far have been....
just great. =)
i love you, so much my darling.
i really do!
hehe.
you're just so great.
=PP

she calls out to the man on the street,
"sir can you help me? its cold and i've nowhere to sleep. is there somewhere you can tell me?"
he walks on, doesn't look back, he pretends he can't hear her. he starts to whistle as he crosses the street, seems embarassed to be there...

2005-07-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

melanie, melanie i love, melanie.
melanie, melanie you're so damm hot, melanie.
melanie, melanie you're too sexy for your own good, melanie.
melanie, melanie oh how i love you so, melanie.
melanie, melanie how fortunate i am to have you, melanie.
melanie, melanie how your boyfriend has gone crazy over you oh melanie!

hahahahahahaha!